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[Saturday
January 30th, 2010 10:52pm] |
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Sometimes, i get the feeling of wanting to jump up high at random moments at random places ;) to simply release the burst of contentment i have at the moment.
o'levels students have known their fate for quite a while and school have started for some while others are still lounging around, waiting for their turn at the next level of eduacation. next is us x.x i wish mightily that the transport carrying our papers have vanished together with the results but unless a miracle happens, thats not really possible ): some idiot started the rumour that the results will be released right after cny -_- i dont like it that people expect me to do well with the presumption that i did another year of studying. as much as i want to do well, i dont have a good feeling about them this time and i trust my gut feeling. no matter the outcome, i already planned my route for both good and bad. now, i just cross my fingers and wish with all my might (:
work is alright, enjoying myself (: but i dont like it that they shuffle me to other classes at times cos they assume that with three teachers in the class already, my usual class can do fine with two teachers only. like no way ): i miss the kids from my usual class! ): registered for several courses already :D im going to make full use of my time instead of wasting it and regretting when feb has turned to august. first aid course starting next week! annie here i come! (: cooking class next and hopefully something in between (:
<3
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[Thursday
January 14th, 2010 7:19pm] |
If i were to have a daughter next time and if she fights with someone, i will wish for her not to pull hair/pinch but to throw a punch instead. i will reprimand her while being secretly smug that shes so cool. sometimes i wonder if i fist fight with a person, how would i fair?
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[Friday
January 8th, 2010 6:01pm] |
It only 1 week into work and i got sore throat and fever! my body is super cui ): *must go roller blading must go roller blading* but i doubt i need to exercise on my own! running to catch kids will sure build my stamina after six months. and my class is on the FOURTH floor! @#$%^%^&%$ peejaycee class was on the first and there were few climbing of stairs ): i had to pretend not to wheeze after guiding (or dragging) the kids back to class. my class have a few cute children!!! like want to pinch cheeks kind of cute :D six students and four of them are new = uhoh. about three will have meltdowns and tantrums often and for this particular boy, lets call him boy A will attack everything in its path when he throws a tantrum and i have been a victim a couple of times ): but...my reflexes have improved over the days! my inner radar will sense his presence and do a ninja movement to restrain him. mwahahaha! boy A shouldnt underestimate me :D luckily theyre smaller than me so its possible for me to 'manhandle' them. i may seems short but im strong okay! xD and theres this super talented girl who sings all day! was super stunned when i first met her cos she doesnt sings little kids songs but pretty advanced chinese songs for her age. like by angela chang, rainie yang, fish leong and S.H.E. she sings everything in tune and correctly and shes six. one word. WOW. theyre very different from mainstream students in many ways. sometimes they do little things that amaze me when i didnt expect them to have the ability to do so. their world is really different from ours and sometimes, it makes me wonder what will happen to them in the future.
Maybe who we are isnt so much about what we do, but rather what we are capable of when we least expect it
- jodi picoult
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[Wednesday
January 6th, 2010 8:22pm] |
This is very random. but. I MISS POKEMON!!! The original 151 pokemons. When the new ones appeared, me and my sisters lost interest in it. until now i still dont like the new ones. mesprit? darkrai? eew. we used to wake up early on saturday to watch the episode at 10.30 (i think) ! and we will sing along with the theme song. ahh...the olden days... *faraway look* we can memorise every single pokemon! and their character and evolution. when we went to the states, we pestered our parents to get the pokemon handbook for us :D and i still have it!! but its tattered ):
 haha, dont play play, we were serious about pokemons last time! i still remember during the pokemon hype people used to collect the little pokemon figurines! haha, our parents bought us mini mini pikachus :D was super happy at that time. oh yar!!! fast food restaurants introduced the 'pokeballs' too!! my favourite was jigglypuff! :D jigglypuff~jeegeleepufffff~~~ stickers too! and pokemon gameboy games were the rage!! blue version, red version etc etc my era was the pokemon, teletubbies, digimon, barney, power rangers, powerpuff, dexter, tamagotchi period. no such thing as a girl in a strawberry outfit or a spanish girl with bangs and a backpack. my top favourites of pokemon were pikachu, togepi and squirtle cos they are so damn cute :D Time passes, trends come and go. but such memories injects a sense of nostalgia (:
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[Wednesday
January 6th, 2010 7:26pm] |
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erm...like wth?
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fromR Ng <ruennsheng9@hotmail.com>
dateWed, Jan 6, 2010 at 3:21 AM
subjectmy predicament!!!
mailed-byhotmail.com 3:21 AM (16 hours ago)
Hello,
How are you doing today? I'm written you in tears in my eye I'm sorry i didn’t inform you about my traveling to London,United Kingdom on a short vacation It has been a very sad and bad moment for me, the present condition that i found myself is very hard for me to explain. I'm stranded in London right now, got mugged at gun point last night all cash,credit card and phone was stolen and i'm not with any arm,It was a Brutal Experience but Thank God i still have my life and passport saved...my return flight leaves in few hours but having troubles sorting out the hotel bills...wondering if you could loan me some few $$ to sort out the hotel bills and also take a cab to the airport..promise to pay back as soon as we get back home...you can have it wired to me via western union all
you need is my name and present location..below is the western union info: Name: ruen nsheng Location:20 Marvels Lane, Lewisham,London SE12 9T.United Kingdom as soon as you transfer the money kindly get back to me with the transfer details below.. Sender's Name: M.T.C.N Number: Amount Sent: so i can be able to get the money... hope to read positively from you soon.. Regards.
ruen nsheng --------------------------
if this a new type of scam sending email through others...i wonder which stupid idiot will fall for it.
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[Tuesday
January 5th, 2010 6:40pm] |
kissed, given strangled-hold hugs, twirled around, pinched, almost pushed off the stage, shoved and awkward moments when the kids have to go to the loo. but no complaints! afterall, i chose this (:
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[Sunday
January 3rd, 2010 9:46pm] |
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Had a falala time during new year eve and post new year day! :D okay...falala is a rubbish word but in angeline's dictionary, it means 'a relatively well spent and enjoyable time' :D yes cheryl, if youre reading this, I WANT THE PHOTOS!!! head over to cheryl's house after lunching with the eden people. pretty nice bunch and i realised that someway or another, we are connected by the people we know. coolios! played sims, chatted, looked for food places and fretted about whether we can get onto the flyer. flyer super cheat/childish! the advert for the students fare was still on their site when i checked on the 30th but abracadabra~! it was gone on the 31st -_- maybe they were afraid that students were going to clog up the vertical merry go round. headed down to marina during evening time and things went pretty smoothly from then :D seats on the mrt>not getting lost walking to flyer>NO queue at all the flyer (and i thought tickets ran out)>No queue on the way to the cabins during the bag check and the touristy photo taking thing>boarding a cabin pretty quickly and getting to view all the pretty lights and bulidings :D technology was the only thing that failed us. haha, cheryl's camera died first, then her phone and my phone was the sole survival of the technology wipeout xD after our turn at the flyer, the queue became pretty long! same thing at popeye's too. gotten a table pretty soon and after we gotten our food, the queue got bloody long. mwahahaha. love love the shrimps and mash! never going to start eating the biscuit though it always seems like the right thing to do. there was this open air clubbing thing near the flyer and seriously, the music was nice but we sure wont go near the crowd cos it was full of banglas. um, not safe yo. ben was there too! apparently, we dont have telepathy cos we didnt bump into him. watched the fireworks with non squeezy crowd :D headed off to a nearby hotel after and took candy canes! figuring out how to finish all at one go. i wasted moolah trying to kiap spongebob at marina arcade D: home sweet home after. great time with cheryl :D
went out with the gang yesterday for dim-sum buffet! :D we are kiasu/making sure we get value for money by arriving before they even open. ate loads and burn a significant amount of brain cells trying to figure out the quizzes. i is slow at getting them )): took pictures! shitien was the 'food artist' of the day xD headed over to parklane arcade. ohmytian. i really suck at games that needs tempo or reflexes. sihui was damn good at bishibashi!! T.T i super paled in comparism. left them after a while and joined mom and papa at plaza sing. i was tired of walking around and parked meself at times and read 1/4 of a jodi picout book :D somerset@313 was nice but in spore, every mall seems to look the same after some time what with the similar kind of shops and food. daddy treated me to marvelous cream! rocher beancurd and then home! :D
nice start to what i hope will be a nice year ((:
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[Tuesday
December 29th, 2009 9:49pm] |
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Been working at eden school (yes, eden) for a couple of days and thankfully theres a few peejay people so im not thrown into a totally foreign environment (: the rest of the people are pretty friendly. i started on the job late cos blur me never check my email properly during the two chances i had to use the internet when i was in bkk. they shifted the start date to one week earlier and informed through email when i was waiting for them to call me and fretting when they didnt. when they did...i didnt pick up the call! xD cos i was in bkk and overseas calls equates to expensive phonebills. i assumed that i was employed and nearly had a coronary when i realised that the start date for the job was on the day that i came back and which was also the day i checked my email -_- currently having lectures and all to prep us for the new school year. wake up dormant brain! partly anxious and anticipating it as this job is pretty challenging. but i feel that it will be worthwhile cos we will learn what other people normally wont and get to experience situations that others wont. learn and work and earn :D to think i was so insistent on not becoming a teacher last time xD
Bangkok trip!
came back from bangkok trip with my family and it was pretty fun :D the airplane food to there was nice and we ate up everything(and swiped a few pretty utensils). and sadly, i still cant reach the overhead cabin when it was closed to open it. watched CSI on the flight (they had no movies options since it was a short flight :( ) haha, the first meal we ate in bkk was jap food! its cheap! like student price cheap for an ENTIRE SET MEAL :D dairy queen was in the same little mall too :D ohmnomnom. coral island was nice! clear sea, clean sand and blue skies. had a go at parasailing, jet ski and banana boat which were coolshit :D the rides in dreamworld made my sisters and i giggle like mad instead of making us scream our heads off in fright or terror xD i :heart: adrenaline rush :D shopping was crazy and we came back with twice our luggage weight than the weight when we left spore. clothes were damn cheap! eg, i bought 6 shorts and they were less than $25 in all and good quality too! those $10 red bull, coke singlets you see in bugis? only $3.20 there! shopped and walked and ate and shopped and walked and ate and the massaged there are nice! and affordable too (: we covered almost everything on the itenery i made :D ahem, going to bkk? for a small fee you can purchase 'angeline's personal guide to bangkok' xD
things going smoothly for me so far (: gotten a job, manage to get a place in jap language school and squeezing in meetups with friends. hope things will continue as they are or get better :D
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[Saturday
December 12th, 2009 8:25pm] |
 more on fb! (:
Prom was a tad boring and the program was skimpish. if the emcees werent dan and young, i think that prom will be quite dead x.x but photos taking were fun! it was nice to see friends all dressed up and grabbing friends to take peektures with (: xiuxiu came over to my house to get ready for prom and i did makeup and hair for both of us! :D tens of dollars saved. cabbed down to orchard hotel with zhiying afterwards. i had to resist laughing at certain people's outfit xD seriously, they were erm,..unique but quite laughable xD Alex dressed up in drag but his minutes of fame were short lived when he was told by wee that his outfit was unappropriate so ohwells, back to being a guy! butter factory afterwards! it was ladies night and thanks to deep, we managed to jump the humongous queues. haha, huiyu and i showed the power of girls by whining with the bouncer to let yy and dan in cos they were at first refused entry without an ic. GIRL POWER! xD had a great time there with maryjane and huiyu! :D left at 3am and dear daddy fetched me, fishy and yy back (:
next day was chalet! supposedly a class chalet but the turnout was pretty disappointing ): it became a clique/year threes chalet instead. nightcycling was gratifying but butt torturing D: pasir ris>elias rd>tampines>sunpark>library>expo>simei>ite east>robinson>tnt>mrt depot>changi>xinlin avenue>ecp highway>EAST COAST PARK. thanks to maryjane's handydandy iphone, huiyu led us the way using the gps. thank goodness for that if not we will be severly lost took about 3plushour there and 2plus hours back. by the time we came back, our butts were hurting like mad and strangely my arms weakened thought my legs were still fine xD i stop-fall about 3 times xD the bike was high (or maybe cos im short) that i can reach the ground only when im on tiptoes and the bike seat at the lowest. the guys and hy were very nice to ferry mj in the tandem bike! mwahahahaha. i know how the direction to and fro now!! :D hy and i never slept a wink when we went back at about 5am and left at 7 to go get ps2 parts and grocery shopping. yonghong saw me being a auntie with many plastic bags but never say hi ): hope hes okay in ns (: maggie mee brunch and ddr and watched land of the lost. i wanted to watch death race but 10mins into the show i was conked out x.x hy was dead like a popiah. mj left and dan and dinah came so it became a year three chalet xD bbq-ing! and home sweet home for me. haha, i slept hunched over my bag and laid on my folded arms in the mrt for an hour. VERY UNGLAM. i was wondering whether i will see myself on stomp xD
bkk trip!!! cant wait!! bleah. and still needa pack my room ):
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[Tuesday
December 1st, 2009 2:28pm] |
 With the As over, its another hurdle crossed. though i know that my results wont be miraculously wonderful, i just want to move on to the next phase of higher education instead of looking back and thinking of all the what ifs and what nots.
Worked at sitex for moolah :D haha, no brainer job! but now i can proudly declare myself the expert flyer giver! xD i can literally force people to take my flyers and the astounded look that many people gave me when i practically stuff the flyers into their hands were hilarious xD 25 000 flyers. no joke can. thankfully this time i worked with sq so at least theres someone i know and we can cooperate to ahem, settle the flyers. many upcoming activities and im gonna make full use of the time instead of whiling my time away at home. prom next and the class chalet which i think i still cant go for and BANGKOK!!! where i will unleash shopping potential! :D :D :D Most prob my job is settled so its more or less one worry down (: im going to spam all the unwatched dramas and movies!! mwahahaha.
love life and they will embrace you.
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[Wednesday
November 25th, 2009 12:27pm] |
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FREEDOM
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[Saturday
September 26th, 2009 6:50pm] |
Had a great afternoon yesterday! not morning. morning was horrible terrible vegetable x.x
( Om nom nom nom nom )
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[Saturday
September 19th, 2009 8:55pm] |
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My shoulder muscles are aching like mad ): ): if that doesnt kill me first, prelims are the next to maul me.
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[Friday
September 11th, 2009 6:39pm] |
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collecting the series now! ((: yar yar, im a bit lag but better late than never. i have THREE small so far -_- shy, happy and greedy. 4 down, 6 to go! (:
waiting for daddy to come home with chicky meal and the spongebob toy! ((:
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[Thursday
September 10th, 2009 8:40pm] |
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Wouldnt it be wonderful if we can dictate the world we live in by filling in the blanks?
upstairs is gonna be drilling and hacking and i dont know what for quite sometime from today till i dont know when ): and they were hacking above my room today!! my brains were jumping in my skull ): studied at bb macs instead and i almost turned into an icicle! oh wait, not skinny enough. i almost turned into an ice berg! there was this primary school kid who was chatting with his sort of tuition teacher and his conversation with her make me feel that i must be stupid when i was at his age because i definitely did not speak with such maturity. and i saw this super young mother who is a friend of a friend of a friend. shes my age! and yet she have two kids already. like whoa. one hand its pretty cool cos imagine when you're 40, your kid is already 22! can go clubbing together! and having a child so young has quite a few benefits. like...her thighs were the size of my calves! almost lar. shes mad skinny. of course, shes real lucky to have such supportive family. if i come home pregnant one day..(CHOY!) i would have to find another place to stay already x.x
i think im gaining momentum for studying but not in time for prelims ): i dont wanna fail anymore. the other day my dad asked whether i will be able to make it. i want to say yes, but i doubt myself too ):
i believe i can because you believe you can and i think we can (:
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[Friday
September 4th, 2009 11:17pm] |
 I wanna teleport somewhere with blankets of snow without a single footprint. i want to make snow angels that only i can see. i want to do pirouettes and grand jete. somewhere i can sing locco rocco tune out loud without embarassing myself and roll around in the snow. i want to catch snowflakes with my mouth and make snowman families say hi to each other. somewhere where i can experience -26degrees again and have my fingers almost frozen off.
somewhere not here.
GP equates to GG )):
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[Wednesday
September 2nd, 2009 10:47am] |
 old chang kee + late night supper at 2.30am + bumping into friends + cheryl + flood and waterfalls + long walks + no curfew + food + notes + nice place + twinky = :D
<3
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[Thursday
August 20th, 2009 12:23am] |
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This is the time when everyone have the right to go crazy. im feeling the pressure even if i dont show it. i want to get into ntu badly because of various reasons but now that idea seems so far-fetched. i feel dumb. if i was born with more talents, with more intelligence, i wouldnt have to come to the point where i wonder what is the point of all the efforts im attempting when it doesnt yield results ): i look at friends my age and marvel at how they could have accomplished so much even though we spent the same amount of time in this world.
goodbye social life. meanwhile i go on the mission to search for my intelligence. Post.script
VOTE FOR ADELINE HO YIXIANG NEXT WEEK IF YOURE STUDYING IN NTU :D she is running for the ntu sports club main committee assistant secretary. VOTE for her! she will do a great job :D
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[Saturday
August 1st, 2009 10:18pm] |
 <3 Had lunch at suki today! ((: sashimi sashimi sashimi! cream puff cream puff cream puff! food food food! Happy belated birthday xh! :D peektures up on fb. nice food makes me happy (: hahaha, xh was made to carry around the cute tin case we gave her to act as a bag xD walked around ion a lil which was damn crowded and if we hung around for another hour, i think i would have gotten cranky xD love you girls (:
did chores yesterday and i woke up with muscle ache. laoya-pok. now i know i underestimated my mother's strength. she can do chores without aching, hold uber hot stuff (a kungfu that im attempting to master), fry food with oil sputtering (i throw the food into the frypan and run 3m away. before inching my way back) and open all sorts of bottlecaps and jar caps.
its august alreay, 100more days more or less and its decreasing with every minute. i just want to get it over and done with. and move on.
forever wont be forever. and everyone knows that. but they still hope simply because they can.
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[Friday
July 24th, 2009 9:11pm] |
 Is it really that easy to give up everything in a split second?
But at what cost?
School has been the same ol same ol. watched harry potter last sat with the gang! thanks to mabel, we didnt have to pay a single cent ((: i think its much better compared to the previous movie but theres lots of emphasis on love love stuff. hermione is growing prettier! eh, im not going towards the other direction. its just that the guys are not good loking enough. gonna be helping out at the salvation army thrift store for the next few weeks. doing the library section ((: and i had to snatch for good titles with uncles. i think they dont like me xD wanted to buy vintage bags but on second thoughts, better not. i dont know what story the stuff holds.
yeah, i know. everyone has been saying that just hang on for a few more months, its going to be over soon. but batteries will run dry slowly but surely. twinky will be going for her camps and hostel real soon and i guess i wont need to cook as often for the family. iwillstayinschoolandstudy. reallyreallyreally. the third time i say it, i really mean what i say. i want to be somewhere i want next year this time.
got twinky to buy one tub of island creamery reverso for me! (((: its my personal aim to finish the entire tub by myself and im three-quarters through so far in 2 days (: heh, i hid it in the most corner of my freezer and covered it with spices and whatnot so that it wont be discovered by the rest :D chocolate is my comfort food. even though they cause me such agony.
i play horrible badminton but i improved! ((:
<3
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