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[Wednesday
November 25th, 2009 12:27pm] |
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FREEDOM
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[Saturday
September 26th, 2009 6:50pm] |
Had a great afternoon yesterday! not morning. morning was horrible terrible vegetable x.x
( Om nom nom nom nom )
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[Saturday
September 19th, 2009 8:55pm] |
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My shoulder muscles are aching like mad ): ): if that doesnt kill me first, prelims are the next to maul me.
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[Friday
September 11th, 2009 6:39pm] |
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collecting the series now! ((: yar yar, im a bit lag but better late than never. i have THREE small so far -_- shy, happy and greedy. 4 down, 6 to go! (:
waiting for daddy to come home with chicky meal and the spongebob toy! ((:
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[Thursday
September 10th, 2009 8:40pm] |
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Wouldnt it be wonderful if we can dictate the world we live in by filling in the blanks?
upstairs is gonna be drilling and hacking and i dont know what for quite sometime from today till i dont know when ): and they were hacking above my room today!! my brains were jumping in my skull ): studied at bb macs instead and i almost turned into an icicle! oh wait, not skinny enough. i almost turned into an ice berg! there was this primary school kid who was chatting with his sort of tuition teacher and his conversation with her make me feel that i must be stupid when i was at his age because i definitely did not speak with such maturity. and i saw this super young mother who is a friend of a friend of a friend. shes my age! and yet she have two kids already. like whoa. one hand its pretty cool cos imagine when you're 40, your kid is already 22! can go clubbing together! and having a child so young has quite a few benefits. like...her thighs were the size of my calves! almost lar. shes mad skinny. of course, shes real lucky to have such supportive family. if i come home pregnant one day..(CHOY!) i would have to find another place to stay already x.x
i think im gaining momentum for studying but not in time for prelims ): i dont wanna fail anymore. the other day my dad asked whether i will be able to make it. i want to say yes, but i doubt myself too ):
i believe i can because you believe you can and i think we can (:
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[Friday
September 4th, 2009 11:17pm] |
 I wanna teleport somewhere with blankets of snow without a single footprint. i want to make snow angels that only i can see. i want to do pirouettes and grand jete. somewhere i can sing locco rocco tune out loud without embarassing myself and roll around in the snow. i want to catch snowflakes with my mouth and make snowman families say hi to each other. somewhere where i can experience -26degrees again and have my fingers almost frozen off.
somewhere not here.
GP equates to GG )):
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[Wednesday
September 2nd, 2009 10:47am] |
 old chang kee + late night supper at 2.30am + bumping into friends + cheryl + flood and waterfalls + long walks + no curfew + food + notes + nice place + twinky = :D
<3
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[Thursday
August 20th, 2009 12:23am] |
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This is the time when everyone have the right to go crazy. im feeling the pressure even if i dont show it. i want to get into ntu badly because of various reasons but now that idea seems so far-fetched. i feel dumb. if i was born with more talents, with more intelligence, i wouldnt have to come to the point where i wonder what is the point of all the efforts im attempting when it doesnt yield results ): i look at friends my age and marvel at how they could have accomplished so much even though we spent the same amount of time in this world.
goodbye social life. meanwhile i go on the mission to search for my intelligence. Post.script
VOTE FOR ADELINE HO YIXIANG NEXT WEEK IF YOURE STUDYING IN NTU :D she is running for the ntu sports club main committee assistant secretary. VOTE for her! she will do a great job :D
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[Saturday
August 1st, 2009 10:18pm] |
 <3 Had lunch at suki today! ((: sashimi sashimi sashimi! cream puff cream puff cream puff! food food food! Happy belated birthday xh! :D peektures up on fb. nice food makes me happy (: hahaha, xh was made to carry around the cute tin case we gave her to act as a bag xD walked around ion a lil which was damn crowded and if we hung around for another hour, i think i would have gotten cranky xD love you girls (:
did chores yesterday and i woke up with muscle ache. laoya-pok. now i know i underestimated my mother's strength. she can do chores without aching, hold uber hot stuff (a kungfu that im attempting to master), fry food with oil sputtering (i throw the food into the frypan and run 3m away. before inching my way back) and open all sorts of bottlecaps and jar caps.
its august alreay, 100more days more or less and its decreasing with every minute. i just want to get it over and done with. and move on.
forever wont be forever. and everyone knows that. but they still hope simply because they can.
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[Friday
July 24th, 2009 9:11pm] |
 Is it really that easy to give up everything in a split second?
But at what cost?
School has been the same ol same ol. watched harry potter last sat with the gang! thanks to mabel, we didnt have to pay a single cent ((: i think its much better compared to the previous movie but theres lots of emphasis on love love stuff. hermione is growing prettier! eh, im not going towards the other direction. its just that the guys are not good loking enough. gonna be helping out at the salvation army thrift store for the next few weeks. doing the library section ((: and i had to snatch for good titles with uncles. i think they dont like me xD wanted to buy vintage bags but on second thoughts, better not. i dont know what story the stuff holds.
yeah, i know. everyone has been saying that just hang on for a few more months, its going to be over soon. but batteries will run dry slowly but surely. twinky will be going for her camps and hostel real soon and i guess i wont need to cook as often for the family. iwillstayinschoolandstudy. reallyreallyreally. the third time i say it, i really mean what i say. i want to be somewhere i want next year this time.
got twinky to buy one tub of island creamery reverso for me! (((: its my personal aim to finish the entire tub by myself and im three-quarters through so far in 2 days (: heh, i hid it in the most corner of my freezer and covered it with spices and whatnot so that it wont be discovered by the rest :D chocolate is my comfort food. even though they cause me such agony.
i play horrible badminton but i improved! ((:
<3
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[Sunday
July 12th, 2009 8:02pm] |
roll out autobots! i think it will be cool to get a tattoo of the logo ;D but my dad would most prolly disown me or something if i really do that. love the cars! esp the chevy and the silver-car-that-i-dont-know-what-it-is :D and that angmoh too! they look uber cool in their desert gear. watched transformer at illuma yesternoon. but i never freeze this time! i brought my furry brown hockey sweater. walked over to a chinese restaurant for peking duck for dinner later on. yummylicious :) ohmytian. sharul just reminded me of this 30page gp thing we're supposed to do!! die. i dont even know where i put it x.x my sista kept calling me er-ma which make me sounds like some stepmother. thanks ar. i love you as much too. check this out! http://www.filmcow.com/flash-charlietheunicorn3.html damn funny!!! and click here too! :D http://contour-mirror.livejournal.com/ |
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[Thursday
July 9th, 2009 11:55am] |
 I run because the whole world runs and i cant be left behind. One day, the world shall run with me.
Mids are over! but with its end comes another whole feeling of dread -_- at times i get pretty sick of all the studying and find it quite pointless. whats the use of studying for something when youre not going to touch it anymore next time? like....chem! bahaha, eww eww. Chem is a four letter word. Chem is a vulgar word! gonna start planning my timetable next week. everytime i like to plan plan plan but i never follow x.x maybe i should go be a secretary next time. i wish that i can be talented be it dance, music or skills. just something that can make everyone go wow. something that i love and can use it in my future career. but....tadaa! yeah, truth are facts xD
gonna go check out steve mcCurry's works later on. hes an example of someone with skills that makes people go wow :D
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[Monday
July 6th, 2009 1:48pm] |
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tralalala
went with mom to get my hair cut on sat at imm and i got a junk food tee for 8dollars only! :D after about 2hours i was feeling pretty cold, even as i was eating my hot yongtaufoo soup, it was mad freezing to me. I WAS SHIVERING AND MY TEETH WERE CHATTERING!! i was wondering whether im getting a fever x.x mom wanted to go walk around but i insisted on heading outdoors so that i could warm up. that was when i noticed my fingernails had turned blue from the cold -_- stupid non-cold resistant body. then...we walked home from imm xD when papa and twinky found out, they were like 'siao!' ohkay lar, they never say that but they mean that. but it wasnt a very long walk! about 30mins? hey, bus and cab got aircon can. i was already feeling like how rose felt in titanic when the cruise sank. with the addition of aircon, my body heat would just vaporise totally. MY TEMPERATURE WAS 39.8 that nght!! ohmytian. i was so worried that i was going to get brain damage. i hugged a ice pack to sleep and my temp was going up and down throughout. but i was feeling alright (: if someone gave me money to go shopping, i would have happily went out. luckily theres no flu cough blah blah. if not, aloha, here i come!
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[Thursday
July 2nd, 2009 11:01pm] |
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GG
point blank. im so dead x.x
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[Sunday
June 28th, 2009 4:10pm] |
i suddenly feel like migrating to some countryside of taiwan where life would simply be simple. where fields of flowers grow where they please and where people get by each day, satisfied with what they have. somewhere that people enjoy life simply because they are alive. and not equate material possessions with emotional gratification. next time, somehow, i will find such a place (:
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[Monday
June 22nd, 2009 1:52pm] |
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hahaha, Fat. Laugh. Share
APPLE IS NOT PICKING UP MY CALL!!! im on hold, so irritating. and every few minutes or so, there willl be this nasal voice repeating the same thing over and over again. dajie, you better be grateful can. like for example, forgetting the amount of money i owe you xDD
ohkay, apple finally picked up after 19min30secs. haha, the call center sounds like somewhere in phillippines xD
meetup with the gang last friday (: bbq at cheryl's house! peektures up on fb.
saturday was day trip to desaru and kota tinggi with the family and relatives (: ostrich farm, fruit farm, cheap food, rustic place and fireflies. love the fireflies! had to take this sampan like boat out to the swamp to see the fireflies and along the way were bridges. and beneath the bridges were swallows with loads of nests!! bird nest soup!! and for obvious reasons, i covered my head with my hands as the boat went underneath. going down the river and away from the town lights, we can see loads of stars. real nice ((: and further down the river along the banks were clusters of fireflies blinking like fairy lights in the dark ((: pretty nice ((: and their pizza hut is cheaper!!! their normal standard personal meal is even cheaper than the student meal over here :D
yesternight went out for dinner and joo chiat for durains. my eyes almost popped out at the price of the durains o.o was having a puke-inducing headache before we left home but i tried ignoring it and after we reached home, i promptly puked out all that was consumed. ugh. aston's black pepper steak+mushroom soup+watermelon juice+mao shan wang durains+ HCl and digestive enzymes = eewwww x.x GROSS. but i felt much better afterwards :D papa should be glad i never do a merlion in his car :D
school extension school extension *cross fingers, toes and eyes*
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[Thursday
June 18th, 2009 9:33am] |
 Because everyone needs something to believe in
there are no more honeystars at home!! D:
next week is the last week of holidays! die...give me 2weeks more please.
holidays make me fat ): the other day i ate the whole bag of microwave popcorn BY MYSELF. those who cant believe that people can eat the whole large bucket of popcorn by themselves have apparently, not seen the way i eat before. i made chocolate pudding (: and japanese pudding!! ((: it tastes nice! ohkay lar, i may be biased since im the one who made them but still...my jap pudding looks like those seen in the cartoons! topped with caramel syrup. and the best is that i found somewhere that sells the exact pudding mix at half the price of those sold at isetan :D im going to learn cooking year end. yar, very auntie i know. but heyy, useful skill can. next time my mom goes on strike, i dont have to worry and the rest of the family better not offend me too unless they want to eat tapao food for a week or so xD
i think i have a high risk of getting cadiac arrest. 1 in 3 people in singapore gets heart diesase x.x i imagine a scene where one day, my sis attempts to wake me up by shocking me. and instead of opening my eyes, i would start foaming at the mouth because my fatty clogged veins isnt big enough for blood to flow through at f1 car speed. and the only person certified to do cpr in the house is my dad. eew. my dad giving me the kiss of life. um, eew.eww.
westmall opened udders! didnt know about it until i read it in the newspaper. tsk tsk. frog in well.
five more months five more months. than i'll be free from peejaycee!
heard that you were at the pcshow. and not for the first time, we turned up at the same place without planning to. we were breathing the same air.
how are you?
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[Saturday
June 13th, 2009 10:12pm] |
me house has a new teevee! mwahaha, LG life's good :D went with daddy to the IT fair yesterday evening. gotten new teevee cos the current one has weird white splotches x.x the crowd was still alright yesterday. we happened to walk past the starhub booth and papa went to ask about some internet/landline stuff. AND WE DISCOVERED THAT IF WE'RE THE FIRST 300 FOR RECONTRACT, GOT FREE TINY PC. so this equals to me coming to suntec again early this morning to queue up for my dad first. singaporeans are super uber kiasu can. the place only opened at 12 but there was a looong queue when i reached at 1050. i bet the first person came at 10 -_- and i upped my auntie factor even more by queuing up. mwahahaha! i estimated the correct time to arrive. worse then queuing for hello kitty! worse than queuing for jay chou concert tickets! we only managed to collect our stuff at about 4 o.o but we got it :D
the place make me feel like working! end year end year. heheh, i went to say hi to my previous boss to remind him of my existence. hope i can do the same job end year :D
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[Thursday
June 11th, 2009 9:39am] |
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the hols has done nothing much for me so far, quite unproductive :X NO!!! ilovechem ilovemaths ilovechem ilovemaths. twinky received her admission package yesterday! and she read out something that makes me more determined to enter ntu. a junior can request to stay with a senior if...they are siblings!!! mwahaha, how cool is that :D we can even arrange our room to look exactly like how it does at home now xD and and there would be NO issues of theft, laundry, meals(i can cook for her! xD), hygiene blah blah blah. dont have to deal with iritating dorm mates especially disgusting ones. and if the room gets messy, i will auto go pack the whole room instead of only my side. we can be each other watchman during showertimes too! SEE DA JIE!!! SO MANY BENEFITS!! ohwells, i hope i do get in :S
i dont like people i know to smoke :S mainly because i dont want to see people i know, people i love, people i like die. i still see no benefits of smoking. to me, its expensive and its like self destruction. not only for yourself, but to others too. many people will think 'so what? its my body' but have they thought about it that if something were to happen to them, they will not be the only person suffering, people around them will too. their loved ones, their friends. its not doomsday for one, its for many people. its not a matter of influence, more of how strong the mind is. if people cant do it for themselves, well, at least do it for their loved ones (:
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[Friday
June 5th, 2009 9:30pm] |
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Celebrated my birthday with the girls on wed evening! :) their initial plan was to kidnap me to kbox o.o BUT out of niceness, they changed plans in the end xD if they really did kidnap me, i would have kicked and screamed my way out even if theres 10000 jay chou songs awaiting me. hahaha, i want to preserve their sanity by not letting them hear me sing xD met sq, zy and sa first and after irritating them for quite a while by incessantly asking where are we going, we ended at popeyes! popeye the sailorman! pooh pooh!~ shrimps and mashed potatoes are love! :D love the gifts and card :D thanks for the celebration! <3 more peektures on facebook ((:
the whole family went for equinox hi-tea with er yiyi at raffles yestersday! :D nice food and great view :D papa suggested heading over to illuma to watch terminator salvation since it was sort of near and we walked over. WALKED. heels + long walks = potential cripple T.T haha, but my feet didnt fail me! what doesnt kill you make you stronger. like erm..milk tea for my stomach? xD the show was nice though it was a lil confusing cos we were trying to link all the terminator show and fit it into the timeframe. THE MOVIE THEATER WAS ABSOLUTELY FREEZING. seriously. I WAS SHIVERING LIKE A HAIRLESS POODLE BANISHED TO THE NORTH POLE!!! and for 2 hours! thankfully no one was sitting in two seats on my left cos i was shivering so much that i think the chair was trembling too. later the person think the chair is osim massage chair ar. and my feet was threatening to cramp -_- rochor beancurd for supper afterwards and home (:
teeheehee...twinky got me the bag that i want! :D bbq-ing tomorrow!
nineteen already. the last year with the age starting with 1. unless i live to a 100. this year definitely felt different from last year, most prolly because i dont have to blend food and eat through a syringe this time round. over one year, many things have changed. people, places, feelings, thoughts. i admit i tend to let go of friendships sometimes :S maybe its time to get them back. i want all things to go well till year end.
its time to settle down and work hard already. i want what i want.
thanks lovelies for all the wishes! <3
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